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I’m gonna get you endo!

Recently I wrote a post on “7 things you probably didn’t know about me.“  I didn’t add everything (gosh, I hope not, how boring) but one thing that I wanted to add but didn’t was that I have endometriosis.  It’s not like I am the only one with it, around 90 million women globally will be affected in their lifetime, and certainly don’t feel sorry for myself, but it has had a major impact on my life.

I have had pretty painful menstrual cramps since puberty, and was tested for endometriosis years ago, but it wasn’t until last year that I was actually diagnosed with it.  When the specialist showed me on the ultrasound that I had it, and that it was very advanced, I didn’t really understand the gravity of it until he added that it makes me infertile and I couldn’t have children without IVF treatments.

I am in my early thirties, and like most women my age I am thinking about children. I started researching IVF and talking to people that have gone through with it and I just can’t imagine doing it.  Not only is it extremely expensive, its painful, lengthy and its not 100% guaranteed.

With this realization, I started talking to my friend Angela and she mentioned that there could be a natural way to combat my condition.  I do have some friends that have battled unexplained infertility naturally with acupuncture, uterine massage, etc. and so I figured knowing what my problem is could be half the battle.  Angela and I researched some mega vitamin and herb dosing which seemed pretty intense…100,000 UI of Vitamin D? I can’t even find a bottle that includes 10,000.

I did some more research and the easiest, healthiest and most consistent path that I have found is diet.  Interestingly enough, the diet is basically vegan with a twist, no wheat and a reduction in soy.  Luckily for me, my husband Sean is vegan and so I will have a coach. I am definitely freaked out that I am going to go crazy with a lack of food choices and that my friends will never want to eat with me again. It is going to be really really hard for me to give up dairy and milk chocolate anything…so I am easing in…but hopefully it will be worth it.

My goal is to combat my endometriosis in one year.  I am going to go to the doctor and get a baseline on my condition and go from there.  Even if I am never able to have children (yes, we can adopt, or have a million pets, etc.) I really want to see how a change in lifestyle can combat a condition. Au naturale over western medicine.

Would really really like to know that I’m not alone amongst my friends and I can use any support and advice that I can get.

Namaste

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7 Things You Probably Didn’t Know About Me

The rules:

1. Link to your original tagger(s) and list these rules in your post.
2. Share seven facts about yourself in the post.
3. Tag seven people at the end of your post by leaving their names and the links to their blogs.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged.

I was tagged by Sean Bonner

Usually I am a meme hater, but I was going to write a blog post anyway so what the heck.

1.  I am a commitment phobe.  I have never lived in one house for longer than 2 years since I was 21.  I have owned 3 houses within the span of 4 years.  Even now I am looking to find a new place to live.  It’s exhausting and I’m getting too old for this.

  • 1995 – moved out of my Dad’s place to boyfriend’s place in Burnaby (Vancouver)
  • 1996 – moved to Springer Street in Burnaby (Vancouver)
  • 1997 – moved to Kitsilano on Balsam (Vancouver)
  • 1998 – moved to 6th street (Vancouver)
  • 1999 – moved to 12th street (Vancouver)
  • 2000 – moved to Sunnyvale in corp. housing (Bay Area)
  • 2001 – moved into apt on Evelyn in Sunnyvale (Bay Area)
  • 2002 – moved to apt in the Haight (San Francisco)
  • 2003 - bought a loft in Potrero Hill (San Francisco)
  • 2004 -  bought a 12 acre farm in Carnation (Seattle)
  • 2005 -bought a house in Wallingford (Seattle)
  • 2008-moved to the Mission District (San Francisco)

Where’s next? I don’t know, but I really want it to be somewhere that I stay long enough to get some dust on the furniture.

2.  The most epic of epic parties that I ever threw was when I was 15.  My Dad and Step-mum left for a vacation in Mexico.  His secretary was in charge of  me and my 3 younger brothers because he didn’t trust me.  I decided that I wanted to have a party so I could meet some boys.  I started telling friends about the party and before I knew it, it was announced on two radio stations in Vancouver.  I told the babysitter and she decided to just roll with it, so we packed up all the crystal and valuables and stored them away.  We shipped my brothers off to friends houses.  We had bouncers. We had booze. A few hundred people showed up. People were everywhere including the hottub and the pool.  I found the babysitter having in my parent’s bed having an orgy. The cops came and people cleared out but once the police left people started coming out from their hiding places and the party continued.  The following day things were missing like the stereo speakers, home phone, some of my dad’s rare liquor bottles.  There was nothing I could do about it so the party continued for a few more days.  When my parents got home I was grounded for at least a month.  At the time I regretted it, but 20 years later people still bring up that party and how amazing it was.

3.  I learned to drive when I was around 14 or 15.  Me and my friend Patrick would steal my step-mom’s mini-van late at night and drive around.  She would always wonder why the gas gauge was low and I would blame it on a neighbor kid with a motorcycle and tell her I heard he was syphoning gas.  I think my Dad was onto me because he put bars on the windows to my room…my room was in the basement and I would sneak out every night to go party in “the back 40″ with friends.

4.  For as long as I can remember I have wanted to write movie scripts. I went to the Vancouver Film School for scriptwriting classes and even started writing some but never finished.  I have fantasies of being at the Oscars and doing my acceptance speech for some sci-fi movie that I wrote.  They are all sci-fi related by the way and in space. And aliens of some sort are always in the picture.

5.  When I was going to B.C.I.T. a guy caught my eye. He drove a blue Toyota 4Runner when they were super cool and he played hockey.  I decided that I just had to have him.  I was The Province’s “Smile of The Day” and totally made most of the answers up to match his attributes…like I said I liked “sockeye salmon” because that was the name of his hockey team and I said I was born in Michigan because he used to wear a Michigan sweatshirt.  I made friends with one of his friends who I found out liked my friend Jennifer.  I made him a deal with him that if he brought Drazen to a club outting then I would bring Jenn. The whole thing was a success and we started dating but once I achieved my goal I quickly became bored of him and dumped him for someone else.  Winning is bittersweet.

6.  I am copy and pasting this one from Joi Ito because I couldn’t have written it any better: I’ve always wanted to sing but I suck at singing. My mother is was good at singing and many people in my extended family are professional musicians. I flunked the choir entrance test in Jr. High School and always embarrass myself at karaoke when I’m forced to sing. I hate that I suck at singing. My father can’t sing so I blame him.

7.  When I was 24 I was “discovered” by a modeling agency and started to model.  I was constantly being asked to diet and they would lay out my meal plan and tell me I had to lose weight even though at 5’8″ I weighed 115 pounds.  I gain weight just by looking at chocolate and that was one vice I refused to give up.  I told them they could stick their meal plan and their naturally skinny models where the sun don’t shine and that I was going to go do something that required brain power.

That’s it. This was easier than I thought. I have a bunch more but I know these kinds of memes come around quite often so I’ll leave it at that.

I’m tagging Daisy Barringer, Angela Baxley, Dan Dofter, Alix HanJay HathawayCindy Li, Ian Rogers

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Save the Sea Kittens!

Peta announced a new campaign to rename fish to “sea kittens.” The idea is that people wouldn’t want to eat them if they had a cuter name. I asked my fellow tweeters the following:

“Dear fellow Pescetarians, would you stop eating fish if they were called “sea kittens?” @officialpeta’s new campaign. http://bit.ly/hyVw

This started a flurry of responses:

>> bronwynlewis: @tara “every time you order sushi, god kills a sea kitten”?

>> bronwynlewis: instead of ordering sushi now, i’m going to order “raw sea kitten”

>> jpdefillippo: @tara I’m going to stop eating the poor sea kittens. Furthermore, to save the animals I’ll just eat the humans. 1 PETA pita please.

>> seanbonner: @tara won’t someone please think of the sea kittens and their poor, wet fur.

>> MackReed: Because “Sea Kittens” are tasty

I had sushi the other day and I didn’t think once about the yummy fish I was eating as “sea kittens,” so the campaign hasn’t affected me. It has however provided me with entertainment such as this game by Peta where you can dress up your own “sea kitten!”

Here’s mine:

peta-__-save-the-sea-kittens-__-create-your-own-sea-kitten

Create Your Own Sea Kitten at peta.org!

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